first day of school more like “are there any hot people in my classes”
You need to realize that he treats you like you’re emotionless. He constantly kills you with his stupid actions then he says “Sorry baby, I love you” and you take him back because “sorry” is a word you’ve learned to swallow your whole entire life because you think that if you don’t swallow that word you’ll be lonelier than ever. Then you blame yourself and you say “no baby it’s my fault. I’m sorry” because you think you’re the gas that can provoke a big fire. You should say “sorry” to yourself because you’ve been burning yourself alive for the sake of keeping a destructive happiness.